Q. Since I was a teen, I’ve been on a quest for an unholy Grail: the “Orgia.” Not just group sex. I’ve been to swingers clubs, BDSM clubs, gay bathhouses, and I have hosted a gay orgy in my own home. It was all fun, but what I was looking for was being overwhelmed by lust, lost in pleasure, self-obliterated in sensation.
I believe now this can only happen with a Satanic presence -Asmodeus, Lilith, Satanic succubi/incubi. Of course, it’s not something you would want MWF at 3 p.m. But have you achieved this, or are you trying to? Thanks.
A. The Daemonic Impulse Toward Ecstatic Oblivion: The impulse to be lost in pleasure -to dissolve identity within sensation- is not decadence, weakness, or mere indulgence. In the Left Hand Path understanding, it is something far greater: the maximum daemonic divine bliss, the forbidden summit where flesh, spirit, and will converge into absolute awareness.
This state is the nirvana of tantric pleasure, not defined by excess alone, but by total presence. Pleasure becomes a sacred current, overwhelming the mind until the ego fractures and the self is momentarily annihilated. In that annihilation, something truer is revealed.
Enlightenment Through The Flesh: Where ascetic paths deny the body to reach transcendence, the Infernal path uses the body as the gateway. Sensation is not an obstacle; it is the instrument. The flesh becomes the altar, desire the invocation, and ecstasy the rite.
At the peak of this experience, pleasure ceases to be personal. It becomes impersonal, cosmic -no longer something you feel, but something you are. This is extreme enlightenment through the flesh, where consciousness expands beyond moral binaries and social constraints.
Lilith & Samael: The Sacred Polarity: Within this framework, the union of Lilith and Samael represents the ultimate polarity of liberated desire and sovereign will. Lilith embodies untamed erotic power, autonomy, and nocturnal wisdom. Samael embodies fire, force, and the current of self-directed divinity.
Their complete unity gives rise to the Infernal Spirit, symbolized as Baphomet (The Infernal Spirit, the result) -not as a god to worship, but as a state of being. Baphomet is the reconciled whole: masculine and feminine, spirit and flesh, instinct and intelligence fused into one awakened presence.
To approach this state through pleasure is to taste the forbidden synthesis.
Daemonic Bliss & Dark Ascension: This ecstatic obliteration of the self is not an end—it is a threshold. When the old identity dissolves under the weight of bliss, the practitioner stands closer to dark ascension, the process of self-deification.
In this proximity:
- Fear dissolves
- Shame is burned away
- Desire is purified into power
- Will becomes sovereign
The practitioner no longer seeks pleasure for escape, but for transformation. Pleasure becomes a technology of awakening.
Self-Deification Through Ecstasy: Dark Ascension does not occur through denial or obedience, but through mastery of inner fire. To withstand overwhelming pleasure without losing consciousness -to remain aware while the self collapses -is a mark of initiation.
Here, the individual ceases to be a seeker and becomes a creator. The daemonic bliss experienced is not borrowed; it is generated from within. This is the recognition of one’s own divinity, forged not in silence, but in ecstasy.
The desire to be overwhelmed by lust, to be self-obliterated in sensation, is not a flaw -it is a calling. When approached with intent, respect, and sovereignty, it becomes a path to the highest infernal realization.
This is not indulgence. This is initiation.
This is union. This is becoming.
Sexual Power As A Path Of Infernal Transformation: Through Aeshma Sexual Club and within many forms of ritual work aligned with the Infernal and Devilist Current, the practitioner is offered direct access to sexual power in its deepest and most hidden dimensions. This is not sexuality as entertainment, nor desire as distraction, but sexuality as a magickal force capable of radical transformation.
Within these workings, sexual energy is approached as a primordial current -raw, intelligent, and initiatory. When consciously awakened and guided, it becomes a living fire that dissolves limitations and reshapes identity. Lust ceases to be instinct alone and is revealed as a vehicle of gnosis, a bridge between flesh and divinity.
The Hidden Possibilities Of Sexual Energy: Most humans experience only the surface layer of sexual power: release, pleasure, repetition. Infernal ritual work goes far beyond this surface. Through focused rites, invocations, and controlled ecstatic states, practitioners begin to uncover what lies beneath:
- Expanded states of awareness during pleasure
- Ego dissolution without loss of consciousness
- Heightened sensitivity to subtle energies
- Direct communion with infernal intelligences
- The reprogramming of desire into will
These hidden possibilities emerge not by accident, but through structured ritual frameworks that allow the body and spirit to endure and integrate intensified sensation.
Ritual, Communion, & Transformation: In the Devilist Current, sexual rites are not symbolic -they are operative. Whether performed alone or within a consecrated group context, they serve as initiations that recalibrate the practitioner’s inner structure. Each experience refines control over ecstasy, deepens presence, and strengthens sovereignty over one’s own power.
Through repeated contact with Infernal forces and disciplined exploration of sexual energy, transformation becomes inevitable. Old psychological limits erode. Shame, fear, and imposed morality dissolve. What remains is a sharpened sense of self and an awakened current of personal divinity.
Toward The Most Powerful Magickal Change: The ultimate aim of this work is not excess, but becoming. Sexual power, when fused with Infernal gnosis, accelerates the process of Dark Ascension and self-deification. The practitioner no longer seeks external validation or permission; power is generated internally and expressed deliberately.
Through Aeshma Sexual Club or similar Infernal ritual paths, one does not merely experience pleasure -one learns to command it, to enter and exit ecstatic states at will, and to use them as engines of magickal evolution.
This is sexual power reclaimed, refined, and weaponized for transformation.
Not indulgence. Not fantasy. But initiation into the deepest current of Infernal becoming.
